heyo..its thursday afternoon nothing to do and crappy weather...grr this weather better get nice again bc it brought along baddd luck..

eh watever i relle give up and cant care about things nemore cause i care and then i get hurt so im not gunna care ne more...i was talking to elisa today and just vented it was something i relle needed and like i kno were not as close as we used to be but i kno shes always there for me and ill always be there for her..we carry a special bond like that lol thanks and then last nite i was talking with john carney and he made me feel soo much better 2 and made me laugh he was like just play the game and live it up dont love dem niggas 2 quick hahaha so thats gunna be my motto lol ..

but yeah umm wat have i beeen up 2 lately..hmm same stuff d rivin around and oh ive been working and becoming close with this grl jenna shes mad funny we have like powder fites and get the baker mad she makes work 100 times more fun...n i met all her friends the other day n mite i sey pretty cute pretty cute...there was a kid that looked like josh harnett i wanted to die lol i got his chrip # but yeah i dun think ill ever use it..hmm i played this game halo on xbox u can play up to like 18 ppl its so cool...but we were playin with 6 and i came in last each time except wen chrissy was playin lol then she came in last...all the guys took advatnage n just killed us but it was madd fun...n ive been drivin alot more lately now that i have my permit...ive been drivin with my mom to pick up my bro from summer school and chrissys been lettin me drive 2...ah i cant wait till i get my licenseeeee...

warrpeddd tourrrrr sundayyy woooo hooo...im takin chrissy randi chris and dick that should be quite interestin hoopefully the ride wont be as long as last yr we were in traffic for like 3 hrs it was horrible but this time well leave nice n earlyy...well yeah i think im gunna go take a nap cause that always makes me feel better...sleep is the ultimate cure to all my problems well besides foood lol...

ppppeeaaaaceeee

AHHAHHhhHh im soo bored...im waiting for my mom to get back here with my pictures!! shes def looking at them b4 i do cause shes so damn nosey n shes gunna be like oooh who are those boys and whose house is that blah blah blah...bc me n chrissy took pics of the messy beach house those guys had it was sooo gross lol but funny...ahh so im growing impaient here o well so i figured id write in my xanga cause ppl stop talking to me prob bc i wierded them out or something but w/e im wierd i cant help it

okk yea just got the pics eekkk im not photgenic at all w/e im goin i gotta read cause im not allowed to leave my house till im on pg 125

noO0o0O WORK  for a week..yeaa im excited..the bakery is closed till next tues but now im think im gunna save up like all my money and buy a nicee car like a civic i want it in black w/ a spolier ahhh its beautifull it costs like 15000 tho but like i was estimating it n i can prob get like 9000 by the timee my bday comes n thats not quite 15000 but ill figure out somethin...cause i kno this kid jeff whose payin off his car by the month n like maybe i can firgure out somethn like that...or not u kno with the crap i get paid at the bakery but thats ookk..im def only dreaming about actually getting that car..

ok so besides my dreaming of a car...i get just get rides from cathy now...woo hoo she started driving now..last nite we drove home joee epss and then went for uncle louie gs..where i had a crappy vanilla p;eanut butter cup...it was just stands of peatnutbutter it was gross ralphs is so much better it has like actual peanut butter cup bits in it yummm yea well talking about food i better get to the gym today cause ive been eating sooo much its horrible yesterday i was at the beach w/dee and i sat there and ate and ate it was horrible so today im gunna go to the gym n work it off so wen  go tto seaside tom i wont be fat..ahh im excited i love seaside soo much funn

but yea im gunna go and like clean my room bc its a messssssssssssssssssssssssssssssSsS

heyyyy guys long time no write lol watsss upp...wow alottttt has gone on since i last wrote n i mean a lot but for now things are sooo much better there were a couple a tuff times between friends and all but i got it covered now i realized the people i need in my life and the people i dont..the people that are gunna be there for me and the ones that wont..haha it kinda ryhmes but yea on all seriousness it was something that im so glad i came to realize

....but yea ne wayy i have promblems i like concieted boy lol alot for some oddd ODDDDDD reason n we finally resolve things and he sees me chillen with james again arghhh y is it so hard...personality or looks wat do u go for!! like hmm i think im gunna go with personality even tho his personality isnt that great but like theres somethin about him that wen im with him i feel like soo good and like happy and like thats hard tol find in someone u kno..but yea sol well see how that saga goessss

lets seee today is my bros family partyyyy...theres gunna be so much fooood n stufff n i got a whole bunch of dessert from my barkeryyyy yummm im excited well i bbetter get to cleaning my rooooom byeeeee byeeeee